I like Tuesday's for a few reasons.
1. It's my Friday. Yes, I have one of those jobs.
2. I get off work an hour and a half early.
3. I use this half day as an excuse to not do anything because I 'don't have enough time'.
Today after work, I did what I like to trick myself into thinking is a good idea. Take the dogs to the dog park solo. It's always kind of a nightmare walking them from the car to the gate and back. Oh well. As long as the kids are happy right? Right.
Anywhosit, getting to the real premise of this post. I'm really terrible as a college student. I've never exactly been the straight A, honor roll, Dean's list student. I'm few of my family to actually take the step into going to college. I don't know what it is, but I can't seem to focus long enough on assignments, and I lack the actually 'caring' part about turning in assignments until getting to that point of due date, then I panic. My grades aren't perfect, because I'm not perfect. And, I never have been perfect at school. It's just something I'm not really good at. Which kind of sucks when everybody is looking for you to accomplish great things. The most frustrating part of it all, is I feel as though I'm wasting my time because I don't know what I want to be when I 'grow up'. I've considered a few things; elementary teacher, school counselor, dental hygiene, vet tech, even cosmetology/esthetics . The first four require a good amount of schooling, which I don't really want to do. And the last one, my mom thinks it's not good enough. (No offense to you beauty people out there. I really envy your job.) Truth is, it just keeps getting harder caring about a degree, when I don't know which direction to head. I've reached a very rough spot in my life, especially since my mom is sick with
cancer. It's been a really, really tough year. To the point where I think 2014 should go to hell, and someone needs to wake me up next year.
What do you do for your career? Do you love it? Or what are you going to school for?
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